the guys's playing DDR
Monday, June 06, 2005
Sunday, June 05, 2005
um, not much to say since the last post, just had some fun at work last night, we had a water fight, and then after, Jason and Brian and Me all went to Carolina Diner and had coffee, and My true self came out when i broke the saucer...hahahah, it was great. um, going to see HAWK NELSON tonight! I'm so freggin excited, and then i don't know for sure, but i know brian was saying something about going to his house afterwards, if it happens it will be fun, who know's though. um, just kicking it with summer and all that greatness! lol. well i'm gonna go get ready for my concert, have a GREAT night
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Okay, my sister says that putting lyrics to songs is a cheap shot for writing blogs. So here it goes. Um, not much on my list of things done today, or left to do for that matter, i did paper mache an elephant butt, that was fun, and i traced some cool things for vbs. Um, I'm freaking out because i have the biggest zit of my life, its horrible, its not really a zit, its a bug bite, but it looks hideous, um, what else, Um, I have 3 manager shifts next week, thats exciting, I'm nervous and scared, but know that it will work out good. I'm excited for Carrie's baby shower, that's gonna be awesome, and i'm a lil upset bout my mom getting married, even though she's been with this guy for quite some time, i just have to tell her i'm happy for her though. what else, um, i'm addicted to the song "Fall to Pieces" by Avril Lavigne right now, cus it just explains almost everything that i feel right now, um, not much else that i can think of. um, i still like someone who i've had a crush on for a long time, and we were supposed to hang out last night, but i had to work, we were gonna go play pool, but its okay, maybe some other time. um, not much else to say, so I'm going to leave you with this.....
"Last night I dreamed I ate a ten-pound marshmallow, and when I woke up the pillow was gone."
"Last night I dreamed I ate a ten-pound marshmallow, and when I woke up the pillow was gone."
Monday, May 30, 2005
jeez, i hate myself sometimes, i screw up some of the best moments, i feel like alyvia when she said "I'm a leach" (ask me later) but i mean, some of the stupid things i say sometimes should get me shot, like when i tell the person who i look to most, that nothings wrong, when i really just want to tell them the truth. But of course, i'm stupid and tell them that nothing's bothering me, and that i'm okay. when inside i just want to scream....
but on a better note, and not to offend any of my amish folks, but here we go...
"Amish Paradise"As I walk through the valley where I harvest my grainI take a look at my wife and realize she's very plainBut that's just perfect for an Amish like meYou know, I shun fancy things like electricityAt 4:30 in the morning I'm milkin' cowsJebediah feeds the chickens and Jacob plows... foolAnd I've been milkin' and plowin' so long thatEven Ezekiel thinks that my mind is goneI'm a man of the land, I'm into disciplineGot a Bible in my hand and a beard on my chinBut if I finish all of my chores and you finish thineThen tonight we're gonna party like it's 1699We been spending most our livesLiving in an Amish paradiseI've churned butter once or twiceLiving in an Amish paradiseIt's hard work and sacrificeLiving in an Amish paradiseWe sell quilts at discount priceLiving in an Amish paradiseA local boy kicked me in the butt last weekI just smiled at him and turned the other cheekI really don't care, in fact I wish him well'Cause I'll be laughing my head off when he's burning in hellBut I ain't never punched a tourist even if he deservedAn Amish with a 'tude? You know that's unheard ofI never wear buttons but I got a cool hatAnd my homies all I agree I look good in black... foolIf you come to visit, you'll be bored to tearsWe haven't even paid the phone bill in 300 yearsBut we ain't really quaint, so please don't point and stareWe're just technologically impairedThere's no phone, no lights, no motorcarNot a single luxuryLike Robinson CarusoIt's as primitave as can beWe been spending most our livesLiving in an Amish paradiseWe're just plain and simple guysLiving in an Amish paradiseThere's no time for sin and viceLiving in an Amish paradiseWe don't fight, we all play niceLiving in an Amish paradiseHitchin' up the buggy, churnin' lots of butterRaised a barn on Monday, soon I'll raise anotherThink you're really rightous? Think you're pure in heart?Well, I know I'm a million times as humble as thou artI'm the pious guy the little Amlettes wanna be likeOn my knees day and night scorin' points for the afterlifeSo don't be vain and don't be whinyOr else, my brother, I might just have to get medieval on your heinieWe been spending most our livesLiving in an Amish paradiseWe're all crazy MennonitesLiving in an Amish paradiseThere's no cops or traffic lightsLiving in an Amish paradiseBut you'd probably think it bitesLiving in an Amish paradise
but on a better note, and not to offend any of my amish folks, but here we go...
"Amish Paradise"As I walk through the valley where I harvest my grainI take a look at my wife and realize she's very plainBut that's just perfect for an Amish like meYou know, I shun fancy things like electricityAt 4:30 in the morning I'm milkin' cowsJebediah feeds the chickens and Jacob plows... foolAnd I've been milkin' and plowin' so long thatEven Ezekiel thinks that my mind is goneI'm a man of the land, I'm into disciplineGot a Bible in my hand and a beard on my chinBut if I finish all of my chores and you finish thineThen tonight we're gonna party like it's 1699We been spending most our livesLiving in an Amish paradiseI've churned butter once or twiceLiving in an Amish paradiseIt's hard work and sacrificeLiving in an Amish paradiseWe sell quilts at discount priceLiving in an Amish paradiseA local boy kicked me in the butt last weekI just smiled at him and turned the other cheekI really don't care, in fact I wish him well'Cause I'll be laughing my head off when he's burning in hellBut I ain't never punched a tourist even if he deservedAn Amish with a 'tude? You know that's unheard ofI never wear buttons but I got a cool hatAnd my homies all I agree I look good in black... foolIf you come to visit, you'll be bored to tearsWe haven't even paid the phone bill in 300 yearsBut we ain't really quaint, so please don't point and stareWe're just technologically impairedThere's no phone, no lights, no motorcarNot a single luxuryLike Robinson CarusoIt's as primitave as can beWe been spending most our livesLiving in an Amish paradiseWe're just plain and simple guysLiving in an Amish paradiseThere's no time for sin and viceLiving in an Amish paradiseWe don't fight, we all play niceLiving in an Amish paradiseHitchin' up the buggy, churnin' lots of butterRaised a barn on Monday, soon I'll raise anotherThink you're really rightous? Think you're pure in heart?Well, I know I'm a million times as humble as thou artI'm the pious guy the little Amlettes wanna be likeOn my knees day and night scorin' points for the afterlifeSo don't be vain and don't be whinyOr else, my brother, I might just have to get medieval on your heinieWe been spending most our livesLiving in an Amish paradiseWe're all crazy MennonitesLiving in an Amish paradiseThere's no cops or traffic lightsLiving in an Amish paradiseBut you'd probably think it bitesLiving in an Amish paradise
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Okay, so the day i've been waiting for for 12 years, the day i become a SENIOR! its so awesome to know that i've gone 12 years without dropping out!, that's quite an accomplishment...well, at least for me. haha. well i'm so excited to see what the world has to offer me this summer, and the rest of my life. cool news, i get to be shift leader on saturday, meaning, i'm in charge of the store! SWEET! hahaha, ya'll come and visit me! um, had fun with my sister alicia and niece Aimee, and i'm glad susie is home. while everyone was here, we painted my house, it looks good, just a few more coats and we're good to go, well not much more to say, but hopefully soon i ACTUALLY get my puppy, i've gotten pictures and visited him, but miss him! hahaha, i'm lame. well check ya'll later, love ya
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Proverbs 28:2 ~ When ther eis moral rot within a nation, its government topples easily, but when there is knowledgeable leaders, there is stability.
I. Laws of Leadership
1. Nothing happens until Someone provides leadership for it.
"Everything rises or falls on leadership"
Greatest problem: Lack of knowledge
2. Leadership is Influence
Biblical Definition: Someone with God given ability and responsibility to influence a group of God's people to accomplish God's purpose for that group.
3. The test of leadership is "Is anybody following you?"
4. The foundation of leadership is Character NOT charisma
"Remember your leaders who spoke the word of God to you.
Consider the outcome of their way of life, and imitate their faith"
Hebrews 13:7-8
3 Characteristics of good leaders
The have a message worth Remembering
they have a lifestyle worth considering
they have a faith worth imitating
5. Leadership Can be learned
"Keep putting into practice all you learned from me and heard from me and
saw me doing, and the God of peace will be with you."
Philippians 4:9
6. The moment you stop Learning you stop Leading.
" Since a dull ax requires great strength, sharpen the blade. That's the
value of wisdom; it helps you succeed." Eccl. 10:10
II. Background to Nehemiha's story
Where: Jerusalem
The Problem: City walls needed rebuilding
Nehemiah's Occupation: Cup bearer to King
III. Why Did God Choose Nehemiah as a Leader?
Nehemiha was sensitive to the needs around him
Nehemiah was Dependable
" Whoever can be trusted with very little can also be trusted with much, and whoever is doshonest with very little will also be dishonest with much. syou you have not been trustworthy in handling wordly wealth, who will trust you with true riches? and if you have not been trustworthy with someone elses property, who will give you property of your own? no servant can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money."
Luke 16 10-13
3. Nehemiah was Available
God is not looking for Ability in leaders as much as he is looking for Credibility, Dependability, and Availablity.
My prayer is that God uses me whenever, however, and that he will break my heart with the things that break his heart, to make me closer to him, and to be a leader in everything that I do, " For I can do all things through Christ who strenthens me"
I. Laws of Leadership
1. Nothing happens until Someone provides leadership for it.
"Everything rises or falls on leadership"
Greatest problem: Lack of knowledge
2. Leadership is Influence
Biblical Definition: Someone with God given ability and responsibility to influence a group of God's people to accomplish God's purpose for that group.
3. The test of leadership is "Is anybody following you?"
4. The foundation of leadership is Character NOT charisma
"Remember your leaders who spoke the word of God to you.
Consider the outcome of their way of life, and imitate their faith"
Hebrews 13:7-8
3 Characteristics of good leaders
The have a message worth Remembering
they have a lifestyle worth considering
they have a faith worth imitating
5. Leadership Can be learned
"Keep putting into practice all you learned from me and heard from me and
saw me doing, and the God of peace will be with you."
Philippians 4:9
6. The moment you stop Learning you stop Leading.
" Since a dull ax requires great strength, sharpen the blade. That's the
value of wisdom; it helps you succeed." Eccl. 10:10
II. Background to Nehemiha's story
Where: Jerusalem
The Problem: City walls needed rebuilding
Nehemiah's Occupation: Cup bearer to King
III. Why Did God Choose Nehemiah as a Leader?
Nehemiha was sensitive to the needs around him
Nehemiah was Dependable
" Whoever can be trusted with very little can also be trusted with much, and whoever is doshonest with very little will also be dishonest with much. syou you have not been trustworthy in handling wordly wealth, who will trust you with true riches? and if you have not been trustworthy with someone elses property, who will give you property of your own? no servant can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money."
Luke 16 10-13
3. Nehemiah was Available
God is not looking for Ability in leaders as much as he is looking for Credibility, Dependability, and Availablity.
My prayer is that God uses me whenever, however, and that he will break my heart with the things that break his heart, to make me closer to him, and to be a leader in everything that I do, " For I can do all things through Christ who strenthens me"
Saturday, May 14, 2005
um , not much has gone on since my last post, except i lost my boyfriend, a brother, and some sleep, but nothing major.... none of those do i want to talk about, so i'll talk about something cool, um, The base ball game a few nights ago was wierd, well first off, there was an entire soccer team cheering, which was awesome, but they were really loud and kinda um , nicely put, annoying. but then after, i saw shawn, who sits in front of me in history at weaver, and i saw Jordan, who sat next to me in geometry last year! um, then since i hate being at home, i went over to brett and carrie's house *thank you btw for letting me* and we watched "That Thing You Do" it was awesome, then i came home, and that was bout it. I'm pretty psyched up for VBS this year, I'm leader of the Games for the Elementary age, it's cool, but some of the things are corny, but like GIGI the Giraffe says, I have to stick my neck out for God .... *WOW* hahahahaha, i'm so roaring for that! lol. um, yea, thats about it. I'm kinda always frustrated the last few weeks, just a lot of things have been getting on my nerves, even stupid inanimate objects like cones on the road, or the mouse pad, or my alarm clock. but i'm just ready for school to be over, and i'm ready for so much stuff to be over, and for more new stuff to begin, like senior year, graduation, getting a car, and just so much more, i'm just tired of being the young one who can't do anything, or stupid stuff. I realized that almost everyone in my c/a class hates me too, cus the only time i talk is to tell them to shut up and be respectful to the sub, and what not, but whatever, i dont need for people to like me, i just wish they didnt hate me. but yea, I'm just really tired, but can't sleep, havent been able to since last saturday, yet here i am sitting on the computer, that could be why i dont sleep. lol. well since no one reads this i'm going to go CRAZY!!!! Jkeowripowajif;oau[0iewajnif;oeaof jeiowa;fuiepwaufjioe;waj fiodaufjio;dajfiepawfjieawjf iopanfh;owaeu fio;eaufioew;a jfio;auf ewi JFEIWOAU FI;OAEJ FISLUFIO;ASF UJIO jaifo;jaio;fe jao;fjia;fjeiwao;fueiawo;fjioa;sdfu doaw;fjoi; aufdaoehwfuewafjsidao yuf iauiof; jaiowe;fjkdlsafj op;nfoiaj iogf uyawilfjweio;a utgfia @!%$EW^$*&^%*J#^$#@%!$%$&*(&*(*&%^^%$@%^$#^%^&&*(*(^&^%#^$ @#%$# &^*& ) )*&* ^% @$#^%*&)_( &^* &$%#$@&^$*&^(*&^^%$ *& )( )*^%#$ ^% $* &)(*) _(_*(&^&# $% ) this is about how i feel right now! okay, i'm done, and out, if you need me i'll be in my corner
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Think freely. Smile often. Tell those you love, you do. Hope. Grow. Give. Give in. Keep a promise. Laugh hard. Reach out. Let someone in. Give a hug. Slow down. See the sunrise. Listen to rain. Have faith. Enjoy. Make some mistakes. Learn from them. Explore the unknown. Take chances. Tell the truth. Date somebody completely wrong for you. Say no. spend all your cash. Fall in love. Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I love you. Sing out loud. Laugh at a stupid joke. Cry. Apologize. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Tell a buttface how you really feel. Let someone know what they are missing. Laugh until your stomach hurts. Live life.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Okay, I'm finally going to start taking my own advise and stop getting my hopes up. I was asked to prom on friday, and of course , i said yes, because he's a cool guy and a friend. so sunday i go out and buy a prom dress, and all that stuff, and my dad doesnt like it, so he say's he'll buy me the prom dress i really want....which is 180 dollars by the way, and i was supposed to go get it today, and on my way home, brian calls me and says that he can't get me a ticket because it's too late, So now that i've made hair appointments, nail appointments, tanning appointment, make up appointment, I have to cancel all of them, and once again get fees because i cant show up for them.... i know its not his fault, but its still sad because i really wanted to go with him, but its for a reason, i guess, i mean, i just have to trust that there's a reason why i cant go, so i'm gonna go try and figure out what that reason is.
Sunday, April 17, 2005
I want to thank everyone who did something yesterday... personal shout outs to Katie, Maliha, Tere, Carrie, Brett, Scott, Vick, Amy, Laura, Kevin, Andrew, Ozzy, Hayden, Samantha, and last but not least, Rebecca! Oh my gosh, that was the greatest birthday I've EVER had. It started out with Katie and maliha coming to my house friday morning...*intending on waking me up* and sang "shake shake shake seniora, shake it all the time" and they baked me a cough *muffin mess* it was supposed to be a muffin cake, but it didnt cook so it was all messy and batter~e. and then they drove me to school and hung out with me till the bell rang...it was awesome, and i cant forget my birthday halo and sparkler! THABK YOU! Then carrie calls me at noon and says..."so what are you doing tonight?" and i just told her that me and my dad were gonna go have dinner, so she invite me to invite my dad and stuff to go have some dinner, and what not, so i call my dad, and he tells me he has to work, so i call carrie to tell her that, and she just says that she'll pick me up around 6. So they come, and rebecca's the one standing at my door to pick me up, so i find it schetchy. so i get in the car, and am like...what are you doing to me?!!! and they're just like, we're going to dinner, and rebecca's staying with us so thats why she's here, so i say "okay cool" and they take me to Elizabeths pizza amd we get there and see miss tere drive by, so i KNOW something is going on. So we get there, and Ray, tere, vick, amy, scott, laura, kevin, ozzy, andrew, hayden , and samantha are all there for a surprise bithday party. omg, that's the best thing i've ever gotten in my life. so we eat some EXCELLENT itallian food, and i open my presents, and i get cool gift cards, and a "Kristy Kreme" tee shirt, cus thats my nick name...like the doughnut! and so we finish eating, and the guys go to their softball game, and girls go to "Ganache" which i do say so myself, is the BEST dessert I've EVER had! and we just sat there and talked, while i was attacked by kids, it was great fun! but seriously, it was the greatest birthday of my life, if my dad and sister, and stuff could have been there. but even so, best day of my life, i've never felt more loved in my entire life. but i came home crying i was so happy because no one has ever done something like that for me before, and i havent had a party since i was 6, so it was REALLY special. but i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who loves me, because i'm so incredibly happy right now about everything thats happened since friday morning!
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
True Love Waits~ Soul Jahz, one of my all time favorite songs
You've walked this road
so many times
and you swore you knew your way
But now you're looking in
persuasive eyes
and you don't know what to say
when he tells you he loves you
when he tells you needs you
when he says it feels so right,
it can't be wrong
when he says it's the right time
everythings gonna be just fine
so you know where your heart belongs
so believe that true love waits
dont let anyone change your ways
look em all straight in the face
and tell him no matter what i'll remain the same
Dont wanna be decieved
see I've found the key
cant you see that i believe yea i believe
that true love waits
waits for me
You told yourself
you've been here before
you see her face
then you open the door
now its up to you
so what you gonna do?
You love her with a smile
and then you love her with a kiss
somewhere you both knew
it would come to this
is it really worth it
when she tells you she loves you
when she tells you she needs you
but in your heart you still believe
True love waits
dont let anyone change your ways
look em all straight in the face
let em all know I'll remain the same
dont wanna be decieved
see I've found the key
cant you see that I believe
yea I believe that true love
waits for me
waits for me
True love would say " I'll be your true love if you'll wait"
True love would say "if you wait for me I'll wait for you my love, my love"
True love waits,
and you gotta keep the faith
With God you're gonna stay strong
With hope you're gonna carry on.
so many times
and you swore you knew your way
But now you're looking in
persuasive eyes
and you don't know what to say
when he tells you he loves you
when he tells you needs you
when he says it feels so right,
it can't be wrong
when he says it's the right time
everythings gonna be just fine
so you know where your heart belongs
so believe that true love waits
dont let anyone change your ways
look em all straight in the face
and tell him no matter what i'll remain the same
Dont wanna be decieved
see I've found the key
cant you see that i believe yea i believe
that true love waits
waits for me
You told yourself
you've been here before
you see her face
then you open the door
now its up to you
so what you gonna do?
You love her with a smile
and then you love her with a kiss
somewhere you both knew
it would come to this
is it really worth it
when she tells you she loves you
when she tells you she needs you
but in your heart you still believe
True love waits
dont let anyone change your ways
look em all straight in the face
let em all know I'll remain the same
dont wanna be decieved
see I've found the key
cant you see that I believe
yea I believe that true love
waits for me
waits for me
True love would say " I'll be your true love if you'll wait"
True love would say "if you wait for me I'll wait for you my love, my love"
True love waits,
and you gotta keep the faith
With God you're gonna stay strong
With hope you're gonna carry on.
Sunday, April 10, 2005
i scream you scream, we all scream for ice cream!
okay, so yesterday was pretty good, no major complaints. except that for our church not supporting the youth, but what can you do? it just makes me mad that they want the youth to grow, and all this stuff about youth ministry, yet NO ONE came yesterday to help support one of the biggest things we do all year. this is the one event we look forward to, talk about, and pray about all year. whatever though, we made a lot of money for the famine, and can't wait to do it again wednesday in kernersville. i'm bored, and tired, but i'm so tired that i cant sleep. have you ever felt that way? i know you have and dont lie. "i'm not gonna lie to you"...hahaha susie, good times. I cant wait for vbs either, i'm so excited to be in charge of games, that's like the things that kids look forward to most....cept for snacks. lol. I just hope that I do it well, but it doesnt really matter how i do it, because it all comes from God in the end right? right. um, not much more to say, just listening to some of my favorite music from like, the 8th grade. well i'm out, love ya'll, and call me if you wanna do anything, i'm bored outa my mind!
Friday, April 08, 2005
lalalalalaliveoutloud~
Score, i went on "the zone" this morning to promote the coldstone/world vision fundraiser this morning, it was really weird, seeing as me and brett had to do this call center thing, and it was really bad, cus there were fake phones ringing as i was trying to talk, and i was scared, and almost froze, and i didnt have time to like tell about the famine how i planned, cus i htought we would sit down and do a small little interview thing, it was TERRIBLE, but we got some shockwave names in there! lol. um, not much else going on, just gonna go get me legal to drive!!!!!!!! finally. well watch out, i'm gonna be on the road! love ya'll and have a good weekend, and if you live in the triad area....come to the coldstone tomorrow from 1-5 the on on eastchester and penny!
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
I am slowly going crazy 123456 switch, crazy going slowly am I 654321 switch
wow, only 2 days into the week, and it already feels like it should be friday. But its all dandy, no major complaints here. Weird night at work last night, if anyone cares to know what happened, comment and i'll let you know, but i'm not going to post it. lets see, I cant wait till saturday for the fundraiser, and friday cus i get to go onto the radio.... in the studio! how awesome is that, i'm thinking someone else should go with me, like uh, carrie, or brett, or katie. but i can handle it! um, not much going on, waiting on tomorrow's message, and worship, not much else going on, love ya'll, Brett, update your blog...please...i dont really care cus i talk to you alot, but that way i have something to do while i'm on the internet...lol. i'm lame!
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
flippin sweet
oh my gosh, my sister alicia rocks!...not saying you dont susie, cus i still love you...
okay , but she sent my birthday present, and i got it yesterday...let me just say two words, Napoleon Dynamite. nuff said. okay, she got me a Tina Shirt, says "Tina you fat lard, eat your dinner" hahahaha and it has a picture of tina on it...then she got me buttons...currently they're on my purse, and i do believe that Brett prolly has the same one's from laura, but that's okay, just means we're both cool kats! lol. okay, just wanted to share that i'm officially cool with the napoleon dynamite stuff! check yaz latur!
okay , but she sent my birthday present, and i got it yesterday...let me just say two words, Napoleon Dynamite. nuff said. okay, she got me a Tina Shirt, says "Tina you fat lard, eat your dinner" hahahaha and it has a picture of tina on it...then she got me buttons...currently they're on my purse, and i do believe that Brett prolly has the same one's from laura, but that's okay, just means we're both cool kats! lol. okay, just wanted to share that i'm officially cool with the napoleon dynamite stuff! check yaz latur!
Monday, March 28, 2005
so...wanna join my insomniac club?
so yea, 3 40 in the morning....can't sleep, so just looking at myspace profiles, i'm bored out of my mind, but cant sleep. um i guess easter was okay, i mean, just another day, i'm kinda sad i didnt get to be in big people church, i still dont understand why we didnt have a family service but w/e. it's okay, i'll get the tape. um lets see...oh yea, i was SO excited when Samantha, Carrie and Brett came to see me at work today, i was seriously happy for the rest of the night...okay, a portion of it, but the bad outweighed the good, even though there was PLENTY of good, if that lets anyone know how my night was. well now that i'm listening to bugs bunny rapping, thats a lil weird, and i know i'm officially CRAZY. well i've blogged enough to not be called an "anti blogger" lol. love ya'll and have a grand time until i blog again!
Sunday, March 27, 2005
Friday, March 25, 2005
Your Larry the cable, Your git-R-done jokes are
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Sad....
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr.Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, and that life isn't always fair.Common Sense finally gave up the ghost after a woman failed to realize that a steaming cup of coffee was hot, she spilled a bit in her lap, and was awarded a huge settlement. Common Sense was preceded in death by his parents, Truth and Trust, his wife, Discretion; his daughter, Responsibility; and his son, Reason.He is survived by two stepbrothers; My Rights and Ima Whiner. Not many attended his funeral because so few realized he was gone.
Friday, March 18, 2005
uggggh
crappy day at school. Why is it that i've learned everything i'm learning now, in the EIGHTH grade?!!!! how stupid is that. omg, i'm so ready to graduate. gosh, i'm so done with the whole scene. Everyone's like, "highschool was the best time of my life" great for them ,kill me and get it over with. lol. i mean, i dont mind "half" the people there, it's just the i know everything i'm being taught, so why am i going?...thats my problem right bout now. lets see, went to work, got my 45 dollar pay check "whoopie" lets see, gonna clean the church tomorrow. fun stuff. yea, what else is going on...not much.i'm kinda sad we have kidmo on easter sunday, i REALLY wanna be in church, but that's okay. I'll just get the video if it's any good. lol. well i'm in a crappy mood cus i'm tired, so i'll talk to ya'll a lil later. love ya and have a GREAT weekend!
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
um...so yea
school sucked, youth was good, but i dont think i got my point across like i had hoped, but hopefully someone got it, cus as long as i reach one person, i'm happy. so yea, thats all i have to say bout that. love ya'll have a good night.
Sunday, March 13, 2005
What a Weekend!!!
Okay, this weekend was amazing! okay, it started on thursday when i went to the state DECA competition. We started out with problems getting our room, then our schedule was wrong and we showed up to our Exam a half an hour late, which means we didn't finish our test....but it was all good cus we yelled at our teacher and showed how our schedule was wrong, so we ended up talking to the national person in charge of DECA and she let us take the test over again friday afternoon after our role plays...in nice cumfy leather chairs! but then we had our DECA dance, it was lame! lol. like it was a bunch of people who just shook their buttor were freak dancing...which isn't my style, since i cant dance anyway, and i'm WAY too white to do that! lol and it wasn't my kind of music, and since we had to be at the dance, i was very bored and played sick to go to my room! lol . pathetic right?! then I had my Role Play at 9:20 in the morning...not fun after being out until 1 at the dance. But I did good until she asked me what other departments i would consider adding to the store...i was like uh...good question. lol. and then my second role play i did EXCELLENT on. i was very proud of myself. and then we just hung out friday, went to the mall and to olive garden and stuff. and then sat. we had our "Triad" award ceremony. where i got proficency (maybe i should learn how to spell it) and qualified for nationals....I can go as long as i can pay for it. then i think i won an award, but i left early to go to Acquire the Fire. Which btw, ROCKED! it was all about keepin it real. and like, they gave an illistustration of how some Christians join a "Club" but how you should "Enlist" into God's Army. it was really cool. and then i got put into singing a song today that i learned yesterday, it was good though, cus there were like five different words in it. and then i gave my testimony on ATF, and i just talked about how we all (everyone in the colesium) got down on their knee's and just died in themselves to live for God, it was amazing. specially if you've seen the floor in there, after i spilled my mowi wowi !! lol. but it was awesome. and then after we all got on our knees and stuff, we all got into a group and just prayed for eachother, taht was awesome! and lets see, then we were worshipping and Brett gave us all a Cross, and it was just really awesome. i dont know how to describe how i feel right now, so i'm not going to, because i know that God is leading me into some pretty deep waters, but i know that his hand is always there to pull me out when i forget how to swim! love yall and hope you had a great weekend and a great week ahead of you, but right now i've gotsta be gettin myself to work
Sunday, March 06, 2005
how bout someone update their blog
Oh my goodness. some people i'm telling you need to update their blogs! ....i.e. susie, brett, andrew, zack. jeez. but i'll let some people off the hook.first off, i just want people to pray for julie, i dont know whats goin on right now, but i just feel like we should be praying for her because i havent talked to her in a while. and she usually doesnt miss church. Miss. Tere, and mr. ray too because they didnt come...and it saddens me when i don't see them. um...yea. Amy's baby shower was excellent yesterday! congrats. can't wait till carrie's baby shower, well not much else goin on...wish me luck at states this weekend! love all ya'll!
Thursday, March 03, 2005
new post
new day, ...same school. school was good, work was good, now sleep is good.
psalms 86:9~ all the nations you have made will come and worship before you, oh Lord, they will bring glory to your name.
psalms 86:9~ all the nations you have made will come and worship before you, oh Lord, they will bring glory to your name.
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
youth
so um yea...youth was good...good message, good worship *at least for me* and had some good ol fashon prayer with mrs. tere, kevin, darrell, rebecca, katie, and myself. it was good, we all commited to being more commited. in prayer, and just our lives living as Christians. It was excellent! I was just really excited about the topic "getting real" because so many people really just go through the motions of worship and being a Christian, that the miss the entire point. and i'm just happy because i think that i'm getting mature enough that i realize what i'm there for, and that i acctually want to be there *not that anyone ever forced me in the first place* lol. but i mean. I hope that i'm commited...i believe that i am...but i also hope that other's can see that i'm not faking it. that I 'm as commited as i say i am. I just know that whatever's meant to happen will happen. but i hope that it will give me opportunities in ministry, because i really feel that i've been called to help teens deal with problems...like what i've gone through. that's why im excited to be doing this summer camp position because i can just help kids through problems that i've had before. i'm just really excited for the things God has planned for my life...i cant wait to go live them! *the plans*lol.
another really cool thing happened today! I always complain about how coldstone sucks and stuff, but i think *know* god keeps me ther for a reason. because today i got promoted to head trainer...which means i can help people...may not be in a church setting, but i can still show these people that i love them! and that God loves them***!!!!!!*** plus the fact that i get a raise...helps out the situation. lol. well i think that's it for tonight...maybe the next few nights. wish me luck at DECA competition next week. i'll need it! and be in prayer for the famine, and for Acquire the Fire...all of us need it!
another really cool thing happened today! I always complain about how coldstone sucks and stuff, but i think *know* god keeps me ther for a reason. because today i got promoted to head trainer...which means i can help people...may not be in a church setting, but i can still show these people that i love them! and that God loves them***!!!!!!*** plus the fact that i get a raise...helps out the situation. lol. well i think that's it for tonight...maybe the next few nights. wish me luck at DECA competition next week. i'll need it! and be in prayer for the famine, and for Acquire the Fire...all of us need it!
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Makin sweet moola
are you drinking one percent because you think you're fat, cus you're not, you could be drinking whole if you wanted to. hahaha, i love napoleon...anywho, how bout i got tired of being home, so i drive over to coldstone at 10 pm , just to hang out, and midge goes...so you wanna work, and me, of course i say yes because i dont wanna go home...how lame is that! it's okay though, i'm just tired of talking to myself...hahaha, i'm lame... omg, YAY my ipod is done charging...lets throw a party! lol. can't buy me love...the beatles rock! hahaha, so not much going on, there's a going away party for lucy tomorrow night...i'm sad, next saturday is her last day....it makes me sad...but she'll come back and visit. well zack signed on for like 2 seconds today, my computer wouldn't send an instant message quick enough to say hi, i was kinda sad, but i guess he's having fun out there...new subject, cus that ones sad. can't wait for church tomorrow, i think i'm going to go early that way i can see people before i have to go to kidmo... I kinda wish i had big people church tomorrow, i just feel like worshipping. I love kids, and i love kidmo, but i just want my time with God worshipping, not saying i cant do that at home, it's just i dont stay focused at home. too many distractions, and once i get to church i know that i dont have to deal with ANY of my problems, i just give them to God.
Friday, February 25, 2005
i want dad to come home
i'm paranoid...lol. there's a rapist, and like they're telling women to check under their cars as you get in...i want dad to come home...lol. um, not much going on, just got home from work, we closed SO fast tonight, i was so happy, but i have to get up and go to a meeting at like 9 in the morning...not fun, but yea, it'll be okay, i'm going to go back to talking to my friends...love you all, hope to see you sunday, or soon if you dont go to my church. adios
Thursday, February 24, 2005
um
so yea, how bout my sis didn't tell me she was going to guatamala, i had to find out today while looking at her pictures. it's okay, i forgive you. so ya'll we should all rally together and raise some money for her to go.lol.
um, not much going on, missing my dad, i could never live in a house by myself. i'm always going to need a roommate until i get married, that way i'm never alone. i have to many thoughts, like what if this happened, or what if someone got hurt...i dont like it. um today was okay i guess, i mean, i slept through most of it. i have a test tomorrow on the spine, for sports med. i'm not down with it. i'm kinda afraid i'm gonna fail another quiz...lol. but yea, what else is happening...oh yea, prom is in a month and a half, and i have no date, jess said that i could take her bf. but that would be a lil strange, i mean, i love bryan, but um...he's a weird kid. then i asked spencer, devon and david, and they all said yes...but had conditions that i choose not to say...lol. put it this way, one of them was about an after party... we're not gonna get into that. um what else, not much, i have to call aj the dj, aka ,laura, cus i found out some dates that would work out for the fundraiser, i'd call her now but i'm sure she's asleep.well i'm talkin to my sister so i'll talk to ya'll later!
um, not much going on, missing my dad, i could never live in a house by myself. i'm always going to need a roommate until i get married, that way i'm never alone. i have to many thoughts, like what if this happened, or what if someone got hurt...i dont like it. um today was okay i guess, i mean, i slept through most of it. i have a test tomorrow on the spine, for sports med. i'm not down with it. i'm kinda afraid i'm gonna fail another quiz...lol. but yea, what else is happening...oh yea, prom is in a month and a half, and i have no date, jess said that i could take her bf. but that would be a lil strange, i mean, i love bryan, but um...he's a weird kid. then i asked spencer, devon and david, and they all said yes...but had conditions that i choose not to say...lol. put it this way, one of them was about an after party... we're not gonna get into that. um what else, not much, i have to call aj the dj, aka ,laura, cus i found out some dates that would work out for the fundraiser, i'd call her now but i'm sure she's asleep.well i'm talkin to my sister so i'll talk to ya'll later!
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
awesomeness
oh my gosh, i've just felt so close to God lately. I love it. Youth tonight rocked. even though bretts in pain, he always manages to bring it to God , and not worry about it...or so it seems. I've been thinkin alot, and i'm so glad about everything that's happened in my life to bring me to the point i'm at. I've gone through so much, mean, with my dad, then my mom, and her boyfriend, then depression, and the relationship i had with rommel, and how he treated me, and how it ended, it's just brought me into a place i'd never thought i'd get to the place that i'm in. I'm in full content with my life, and I know that God put me in those situations for a reason, and it's all to make me the person i am. i feel really stupid for just realizing all this now, but i mean, it's true. All the friendships that i have now, with everyone at my church...Carrie, Tere, Kalyn, ozzy, andrew, brett, ashley, brittany,alicia. if i left anyone out i'm sorry, this was to just name a few. it's just , i've noticed this week that i'm growing up, and i'm moving on. i'm moving on from all the things that have hurt me, the things that have made me stronger, i know there is always two people who will never let me down, and one that will never hurt me. one is God, and the other is my sister. *the rest of this is dedicated to my sister* Susie, you have been an amazing inspiration to me, and just to listen about people at church talk about you leaves me in awe. you have the presence in your life that just makes people notice that there is something different about you, you dont even have to say that you're into God, people just know. I love that and i admire that so much. You have no idea about what ways you have inspired me. You've been there for me for everything. you've been my mom, my dad *you know what i mean* and you've been one of the best sisters anyone could ask for. now that i'm balling like a baby, i'm gonna go do something productive instead of typing this to you, when i should be telling you in person, but I cant tell you in person because i cant cry in front of you, it makes it worse. lol. i love you soooo soo much.
I remember you: I think of you through the watches of the night. Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings. My soul clings to you; your right hand upholds me.
psalm 63 6-8
and today was Brett's challenge to us...
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come.
and a lil insight, I love this day.
I remember you: I think of you through the watches of the night. Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings. My soul clings to you; your right hand upholds me.
psalm 63 6-8
and today was Brett's challenge to us...
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come.
and a lil insight, I love this day.
Monday, February 21, 2005
yuppers
well had a good day yesterday, went to church, work and the concert. i spoke about the famine at church, then julie erik and luke came to see me at work, and then i went to the concert Starfield rocked, we got them to sing happy birthday to ashley. it was great. and i must be really loud because i always end up getting myself on stage lol. i'll write later.
Saturday, February 19, 2005
singing my own tune today
Well today was very interesting. My last day of coldstone will be very shortly after the famine, due to the fact of I have to stay on until that day. This was brought on because the fact that I only wanted the job because Bryan H. Susie, and Lucinda. Well....as of the 5th of March, Lucy's gone as well. I thought it would be okay when she told me she might move, cus there was always that possibility, and because Zack was there but then she told me the exact date that she was leaving, and i just broke down, plus the fact that Zack left today. It was like, well what am i supposed to do now...? But it's okay because they're going "HOME" so yea, i'm only staying on till the famine so that we can still do some cool things there. plus the fact that my boss is making me SO mad. Like cus i told him how I wanted to do the fundraiser, and he was cool with it, and i told him how laura wanted to help out. And now he's just interested in the publicity, and he's like, well have laura call me and we'll work something out. Not that I have a problem with Laura (because i love her so much) but like, it was my idea, and i wanted it to be my project. But w/e. as long as we can raise some money i guess it's cool. well i'm kinda having a ruff day so i'm gonna go finish my app. for Mount Shepard. Love you all.
My soul finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken. My salvation and my honor depend on God, he is my mighty rock, my refuge. Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge.
Psalms 62: 5-8
My soul finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken. My salvation and my honor depend on God, he is my mighty rock, my refuge. Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge.
Psalms 62: 5-8
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
I need a Getaway Car
So yea, Valentines day yesterday. I boycotted, i wore black! it was great. lets see, not much going down on this side of town. I love you Zack and i'm VERY upset that you're moving, but have fun out there. i'm listening to toby mac, "never know what you got till its gone, looks to me like you're still out of luck" idk what to write but i have so much on my mind that i dont think anyone cares to hear about, so i'll write it on paper for myself, who knows, if it comes out good i'll post it for you. I haven't written a poem in like 5 months. thats a LONG time for me. guess i havent had to cus i've been able to express myself in the past few months, but i feel so far from everyone, but close to God, i mean, i know that's good, but it sucks not being able to tell anyone how you feel. I just feel like i've moped around for the past few days. and i dont know why. if it keeps going on, i've gotta tell my dad or something cus i dont wanna go back to how i was....NO FUN! well i'm gonna go cus yea, i just am. love you all
Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Philippians 4:6
Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Philippians 4:6
Sunday, February 13, 2005
I love you all
Hear my cry, O God; Listen to my prayer. From the ends of the earth I call to you. I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For you have been my refuge, a strong tower againgst the foe. I long to dwell in your tent forever and take refuge in the shelter of your wings. For you have heard my vows, O God; you have given me the heritage of those who fear your name.
Psalm 61:1~5
Psalm 61:1~5
Friday, February 11, 2005
poop
well today was awesome. Me and katie and katlyn parked cars at the coliseum today...it was FREEZING. no joke, my face was frozen and i couldn't move it, and my hands couldn't move...it wasn't fun in that aspect, but it was still fun. lets see, i get to do it again on sunday, so i wont be in church on sunday...poop. well actually, hopefully i can go till like 11:45, then leave for the coliseum. I'm really quite sad right now because it hit me that one of my good friends ( or at least i consider him a good friend ) is moving, and it really upsets me. But hopefully there are good oportunities out there for you. i hope you get everything you ever want out of life. come back and visit alot, and dont get into trouble. enough of that, because it just reminds me of like when my sister left, so new subject.
well Winter Jam ROCKED last night. NO JOKE. omg, toby mac and tait are now my complete favorite bands in the entire world, i had more fun at that concert than i have at the last toby mac concert i went to. can't wait for Day of Fire on sunday, i hope that everyone goes. if you don't, you're a loser...not really, but i'm gonna say it anyway. well gonna go. love everyone so very very very tres much.
Come now, let us reason together says the Lord, "though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool. If you are willing and obedient, you will eat the best from the land. But if you resist and rebel, you will be devoured by the sword." for the mouth of the Lord has spoken
Isaiah 1:18~20
well Winter Jam ROCKED last night. NO JOKE. omg, toby mac and tait are now my complete favorite bands in the entire world, i had more fun at that concert than i have at the last toby mac concert i went to. can't wait for Day of Fire on sunday, i hope that everyone goes. if you don't, you're a loser...not really, but i'm gonna say it anyway. well gonna go. love everyone so very very very tres much.
Come now, let us reason together says the Lord, "though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool. If you are willing and obedient, you will eat the best from the land. But if you resist and rebel, you will be devoured by the sword." for the mouth of the Lord has spoken
Isaiah 1:18~20
Monday, February 07, 2005
i'm gonna live today, like it's my last day
So, today was fun, i guess, i mean, i didnt do anything today....good plan for me at least. let's see, yesterday rocked! we played football for forever, and i hung out with my lil gal samantha, and watched the superbowl at two different places...sad to say, better screen at scott and michelles house, even though it's a tad smaller, better view, and more cumfy couches. lol. hummm. not much going on.....Brett, i hope you're Dad does excellent, i know he'll recover and be better than new in a few days. i hope you're safe on the way there, while you're there, and on you're way home, cant wait to see ya on wed. night along with everyone else under the sun.well ima bounce cus i gotsta get myself cute for work.....maybe i'll get better tips. lol.! i'm just kidding!
Blessed are those who dwell in your house; they are ever praising you. Blessed are those whose strength is in you, better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere; i would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God, than dwell in the tents of the wicked.Lord Almighty, Blessed is the man who trusts you.
Psalm 84: 4,5,10,12
Blessed are those who dwell in your house; they are ever praising you. Blessed are those whose strength is in you, better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere; i would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God, than dwell in the tents of the wicked.Lord Almighty, Blessed is the man who trusts you.
Psalm 84: 4,5,10,12
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
hum....
okay, well today was going just as any other day, then bam, i got an email from Brett, and now i'm excited (thnx brett for havin faith in me) then bam, i got hit by a bus....j/k....i dont know where that came from. yea i do "Friends".... anyway, yea, it's awesome, i guess we'll talk L~8~er bout that one.... lets see, not much going on cept me and KT are looking forward to maybe doing this mount sheapard assistant councelor thing this summer. Hopefully it wont hinder any plans this summer, i mean, i dont even know if i'll get it. but it'll be a good experience, look good on college apps, and i get paid for something i LOVE doing, hanging out with kids camping! lol. well i'll get back to ya on all this stuff i've just thrown at you! lylas kids
~what will I do when God confronts me? what will I answer when called to account? Job 31:14
~what will I do when God confronts me? what will I answer when called to account? Job 31:14
Sunday, January 30, 2005
okay
So, no Church today, so i slept in, felt weird, but very very good. lol. just rockin out to some kids in the way right now waitin for cool people to get online so that i can do something. Got the Day of fire cd. yesterday, its awesome, i guess. not worth paying that much, but it's cool. then let's see, oh yea, north carolina freaks out about snow. COMPLETELY oh no, it snowed for like 2 hours , and teachers were talking about that we weren't coming to school on monday, and how it's gonna be this bit horrible storm. then the meteorologist's lie, cus it was stupposed to do the same thing today....CLEAR BLUE SKIES.... JEEZ. but w/e. it just makes me mad because we might have been able to go do something, but now everything is closed because everyone thought it was supposed to be this horrible storm. okay, off that subject.
GOOD JOB KATIE, YOU ROCK GIRL. CONGRATS ON FIRST PLACE.
can't wait till youth this week, it'll be fun, cus tere says she's gonna be there again. then all the cool people i love like carrie, britt, kk, ashaleelee, ozzy, drew, rob~e, britt's other half, and of course the coolest person....brett! and i dont know if we scared laura to death with the chicken game, either way , i hope she come's back cus she's cool. and yea, just excited to go, cus, yea , i wanna go. i'm out.
GOOD JOB KATIE, YOU ROCK GIRL. CONGRATS ON FIRST PLACE.
can't wait till youth this week, it'll be fun, cus tere says she's gonna be there again. then all the cool people i love like carrie, britt, kk, ashaleelee, ozzy, drew, rob~e, britt's other half, and of course the coolest person....brett! and i dont know if we scared laura to death with the chicken game, either way , i hope she come's back cus she's cool. and yea, just excited to go, cus, yea , i wanna go. i'm out.
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
YAY
Okay, i'm calm enough not to gripe about mrs. murphy now, so i can tell ya'll bout our weekend.
alright, it rocked! it was so inspirational, the theme was "Absolute Surrender" and it was i think the best title they could have given it because when they explained the whole absolute surrender and how if you're not ready to absolutely surrender then don't. Don't be a Half Christian, and stay under the glass, but turn your glass around. It was absolutely inspirational. On Saturday it was cool because we got there alive *thank the Lord* and we made it in time for the conference. then we went and learned about the meaning of absolute surrender, and about shamgar in the book of judges how he was only one guy, but he ended up doing so much, yet, he only got 40 words, 2 verses in the entire Bible. It was just a cool fact, and a cool thing to learn about. Then there was the audio adrenaline concert which was more of a show, than an act for God, but it was still good, and they played song's i knew, so it made it better. lol. and then Sunday we went back to the conference and listened to two bands, one was Charlie Hall, and the other was water something (can't remember) and then there was the preacher who was making fun of religion, and saying things that i would never say in my day to day life, but it was Hilarious! and then we had like 6 hours to kill, so we went and played lazer tag, ( I did HORRIBLE) but it was still fun, and we rode one of those mechanical bulls, and we beat ourselves up BAD. it was Brittany, Brett, Scott, Robbie, and Me who all rode, and my legs are still bruised. and it's been over a week. and from what brett say's he's still in pretty bad shape. hummmmm..... oh yea, then we went Go carting in FREEZING cold weather, but it's okay because i won. HAAHAHAHAHAHA, with my Gangsta driving skills as Ozzy tried to kill me going down that hill, see there was this steep hill at the bottom of the track, and he tried to spin me out on it, and i almost flipped, but it's okay because i didn't. Then we went shopping , and i got american eagle pants for 25 bucks, it was GREAT, and then we went back to the conference and heard :Casting Crowns, who spoke about one of their songs....the Voice one.... and how he still gets discouraged, even in his position and his life, and that was inspirational to know that even famouse people with God get discouraged and hear those lil demons inside their head telling them they're not good enough. and i got a not so good phone call, but we wont go into that, cus it's all better now, and thenwe hung out in the hotel room and just had a blast, then monday once again got up and went to the conference and heard another speaker, who was telling us not to stay under the glass, but to flip it over. and lets see, what else, oh yea, then we went shopping, and then on the way home.....GRRRR, i got sent to the Guy's van, that made me mad, cus i didnt have my blanket or anything, and then it was just boring cus i didn't have my brittany, or kalyn , or ashaleelee, or rebecca, or carrie, and Brett, i was SAD! and really mad...but i got over it.. and then i got tickled from asheville home, and got spit on, and it was just grosse. but yea, it was so awesome, but my favorite part of the weekend is that we connected as much as we did, because now after the conference, i've talked with these girls about more than just church, like last night, me and Kalyn had a good conversation about real life things, and it really made me cry becuase she remembered about my grandpa and asked how he was, i was just so happy to know that she actually remembered, and cared. It was awesome. and yea, well i'll post later because this is REALLY long! I love you guys and gals SOOOOO MUCH!
alright, it rocked! it was so inspirational, the theme was "Absolute Surrender" and it was i think the best title they could have given it because when they explained the whole absolute surrender and how if you're not ready to absolutely surrender then don't. Don't be a Half Christian, and stay under the glass, but turn your glass around. It was absolutely inspirational. On Saturday it was cool because we got there alive *thank the Lord* and we made it in time for the conference. then we went and learned about the meaning of absolute surrender, and about shamgar in the book of judges how he was only one guy, but he ended up doing so much, yet, he only got 40 words, 2 verses in the entire Bible. It was just a cool fact, and a cool thing to learn about. Then there was the audio adrenaline concert which was more of a show, than an act for God, but it was still good, and they played song's i knew, so it made it better. lol. and then Sunday we went back to the conference and listened to two bands, one was Charlie Hall, and the other was water something (can't remember) and then there was the preacher who was making fun of religion, and saying things that i would never say in my day to day life, but it was Hilarious! and then we had like 6 hours to kill, so we went and played lazer tag, ( I did HORRIBLE) but it was still fun, and we rode one of those mechanical bulls, and we beat ourselves up BAD. it was Brittany, Brett, Scott, Robbie, and Me who all rode, and my legs are still bruised. and it's been over a week. and from what brett say's he's still in pretty bad shape. hummmmm..... oh yea, then we went Go carting in FREEZING cold weather, but it's okay because i won. HAAHAHAHAHAHA, with my Gangsta driving skills as Ozzy tried to kill me going down that hill, see there was this steep hill at the bottom of the track, and he tried to spin me out on it, and i almost flipped, but it's okay because i didn't. Then we went shopping , and i got american eagle pants for 25 bucks, it was GREAT, and then we went back to the conference and heard :Casting Crowns, who spoke about one of their songs....the Voice one.... and how he still gets discouraged, even in his position and his life, and that was inspirational to know that even famouse people with God get discouraged and hear those lil demons inside their head telling them they're not good enough. and i got a not so good phone call, but we wont go into that, cus it's all better now, and thenwe hung out in the hotel room and just had a blast, then monday once again got up and went to the conference and heard another speaker, who was telling us not to stay under the glass, but to flip it over. and lets see, what else, oh yea, then we went shopping, and then on the way home.....GRRRR, i got sent to the Guy's van, that made me mad, cus i didnt have my blanket or anything, and then it was just boring cus i didn't have my brittany, or kalyn , or ashaleelee, or rebecca, or carrie, and Brett, i was SAD! and really mad...but i got over it.. and then i got tickled from asheville home, and got spit on, and it was just grosse. but yea, it was so awesome, but my favorite part of the weekend is that we connected as much as we did, because now after the conference, i've talked with these girls about more than just church, like last night, me and Kalyn had a good conversation about real life things, and it really made me cry becuase she remembered about my grandpa and asked how he was, i was just so happy to know that she actually remembered, and cared. It was awesome. and yea, well i'll post later because this is REALLY long! I love you guys and gals SOOOOO MUCH!
Friday, January 21, 2005
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
OMG today sucked like no other! I got told that I'm disrespectful and that i challenge authority like 200 times today by the assistant priciple because i asked my culinary arts teacher if there was a different book i could look in to find the answer's to a stupid word search about the word GRAIN vs. GRASS!!!! and she followed me up the stairs and told me not to be disrespectful so i try to appologize and she cut me off, so i asked politley if she could not cut me off to finish my sentance to APPOLOGIZE , and she flat out said no and started telling me i was wrong about asking a question. so i went to the principles office and he was "saying" he wasn't on anyone's side, but of course he's a teacher, so the student is ALWAYS in the wrong, and he talked to mrs. Murphy, so now everything that has gone wrong in that class all year, is blamed on Katie and I being disrespectful because she gave us the wrong answer, and didnt give us material to figure it out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so freggin mad so i as i was walking up the stair's after the warning bell rang she chases me and katie down after she cuts me off and stuff, and i'm short with even shorter legs, so i have to book it to class everyday....and i said "call my freggin parents and complain because i have to get to class before i'm late" and walked off, yea that i know was disrespectful, but i'm not going to listen to a teacher tell me i'm disrespectful when she wont answer my question's then tell me i'm wrong, and then makes me late to class. i'm not that kind of person. so that's not the full story, but if you really care you'll ask me bout it later cus right now i'm so p-ed off i'm crying so yea.
and i'll post about the conference later when i'm in a better mood to say how good it was. LYLAS!
and i'll post about the conference later when i'm in a better mood to say how good it was. LYLAS!
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
alrighty alrighty
ok i gave into the peer pressure and updated my blog. Are you happy????!!!! cough*susie*cough* jeez, freak out cus i'm with you all day. JEEZ. try and hit me napoleon. go on, hit me. HAHAHAHA, ok that's it for my blogging today. i have school in the morning and jsut got home from work. HAVE A FANTASTIC DAY
Saturday, January 01, 2005
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LALALALALA...................YAY church tomorrow! man, all ya'll are gonna be so proud...i watched two movies....Napoleon Dynamite....AND Dodgeball, i'm not behind in the times anymore....I feel so special. Jeez, man, you're looking smooth napoleon, i've been working on my moves...sweet. I love that movie! score. lol. well fusebox in concert tomorrow! that should be pretty cool, not like i havent seen them like 100 zillion times. lol. i'm out, no one can make me bleed my own blood.
Friday, December 31, 2004
so
so work sucked, glad i got that outa the way. lol. i'm sad tho, cus i have no plans for new years cus i was so ready to have a lock in, but its okay, some other time i guess. i might go over to katies house cus sounds like her mom is going all out! lol. fajita's, virgin margarita's and POPPERS, i think she won me over with that! i love anything that lights up or makes noise, but things that blow up.....i'm down with that...i've got some fireworks we could light up if you want...lolso yea....i have nothing to write except i'm glad that brett and carrie and samantha are coming home in like a day...that tops off my week.! i'm ready to go to tennessee...i've waited for so long to go, and i only have like 2 weeks left to wait. this is great! i just hope to see the light in the youth group lit back up again. I want to see us all close to eachother, and close to God. and i'm hoping thats what will happen when we're down there. well im outa this popsicle stand.
Sunday, December 26, 2004
AWESOME!!!!
Well, Merry Christmas....Delayed. I hope everyone was blessed with good friends and lots of love yesterday. I was very Blessed. ok, onto the exciting stuff. My dad was very good to me this year for Christmas presents, well he is every year, but this year i got what i've been asking for for a looooooong time. He gave me a Cell phone,*(that was more of a necessity)* and he got me an Apple Ipod! not a cheap flimsy mini color one. But he went 40 GB. The MAD DOG of Ipods!!! it so totally rocks, with a thousand songs, i still have 34 GB, how great is that!!!!! i'm so totally stoked, i mean, ive been asking for one for forever! well i'm gonna go get ready for work. and zack, i'm glad you're coming home tomorrow, i miss ya buddy. and brett and carrie and samantha, i'll miss you guys bunches but i'll be extatic when you get home this weekend! have fun and be safe! love all you guys. Katie, be a good kid out there in the middle of nowhere! lol. Love always
Kristy Kreme!
Kristy Kreme!
Friday, December 24, 2004
MERRY CHRISTMAS
Hey ya'll lets keep this Christmas about whats its supposed to be about...Christ. That's why we celebrate, it should be like a birthday party, only better!
Well, other than my sista bein home, i dont have much to say except that its like old times. I love it! i'm a tag along, and its great. like it was creepy sunday night after the concert cus like, it was like summer all over again, only it was freezing, and now everyone's dating and depressed. lol. Seriously though, like, it was zack susie, hurley , and me. all just chillin at Steak n' Shake till late and just talking and calling eachother mean things. I LOVE IT. it made me sad though cus then i start thinkin how everythings gonna change completely once she leaves again. its depressing. but on to a better subject. i'm kinda scared for tomorrow. because like susie knows what i'm gettin for Christmas, and like, its scary, cus i dont know if it's good or bad, but i guess i'll figure that out in a little bit. plus Brett saying how my present was the best ever, someone said that to me once, and put jugs of water, nuts, and bolts into a box with bubble wrap, then duct taped it. Not a good sign, but i trust you. lol! well its gettin late, and guess what....Its no longer Christmas Eve Eve! just Christmas Eve! YAY!!! well gonna go spend some quality time with Q lube . Email me or CAll me or sum thing! lol LYLAS
Well, other than my sista bein home, i dont have much to say except that its like old times. I love it! i'm a tag along, and its great. like it was creepy sunday night after the concert cus like, it was like summer all over again, only it was freezing, and now everyone's dating and depressed. lol. Seriously though, like, it was zack susie, hurley , and me. all just chillin at Steak n' Shake till late and just talking and calling eachother mean things. I LOVE IT. it made me sad though cus then i start thinkin how everythings gonna change completely once she leaves again. its depressing. but on to a better subject. i'm kinda scared for tomorrow. because like susie knows what i'm gettin for Christmas, and like, its scary, cus i dont know if it's good or bad, but i guess i'll figure that out in a little bit. plus Brett saying how my present was the best ever, someone said that to me once, and put jugs of water, nuts, and bolts into a box with bubble wrap, then duct taped it. Not a good sign, but i trust you. lol! well its gettin late, and guess what....Its no longer Christmas Eve Eve! just Christmas Eve! YAY!!! well gonna go spend some quality time with Q lube . Email me or CAll me or sum thing! lol LYLAS
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
hmmm
YAY My sister's HOME!!! yea, today was pretty ok, but it got really good during my second period exam, when lauren, my friend who was in that accident, came into class to take her test!!!! she's doing SOOOO good. well another day, another post, talk to ya'll later.
Sunday, December 19, 2004
appology
in advance, i would like to appologize for any sneaking around i have done, and for all the people who will hate me after church today....if you're reading this before church, you'll understand after. well post about it later! lylas
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
pass the taters
hahaha, sorry, sounded like a good topic to me...what you think? well youth was pretty good seeing as it was only like 15 mins long. sad that brittany has to leave early now, she should still just get a ride till her six months are up..... yea, pizza was good, and so were the oreos...yummmm. lets see, soccer was fun, its good to have the good ol' days back where we broke things....hahaha, if it aint broke, you cant fix it...so break it..(my words of wisdom) cus ya'll know i'm a wise old bat...lol, not really, but that would be cool. so lets see, sittin here all by my lonesome, cus popsy bear had to work late so i'm bored outa my mind. hum, what cool interesting thing could i possibly talk about, oh yea, thats right, nothing. FLYING GUMBY! lol, i'm throwing my gumby toy around....hints the meaning of flying gumby, man, i've been writing for like 10 mins, and still havent said anything.........."I know you're talking...but are you saying anything?" famous line from Cat in the Hat great movie....so whats on the tube at 10 on a wed. night? anything good? didnt think so, so i'm going to continue to write some pointless stuff till i cant stand it anymore, maybe this will become my longest blog....going for the record. man i miss my sister. sux that i havent seen her in six months. kinda depressing, i can remember like a year ago just hanging out and stuff. its weird how everything has completely changed since she left. like everyone's attitude. like i know mine has changed, and so has my perception of life. and i think the church has changed a lot too. its kinda sad though cus if i mention susie, some people are like "who" granted they're the new people, but still it makes me so heart broken to knwo that they dont know what wonderful things she's doing, and worse, they dont know her. like somebody was asking me in class who my biggest inspiration in life was, and she was the first one to pop into my mind, usually its parent, but it was her. I mean, to see all the great things she does, then to talk to her friends at school and hear about hte more amazing things that she does. its crazy. well. got myself emotional now, gonna check ya'll later.
Monday, December 13, 2004
update
so here's an update to the blog that i wrote about all the Monty Python movie lines..."I'm not dead'.....'yes you are'......'I'm happy"HAHAHAHA
well here's the real update...Lauren , my friend who was in that accident is getting better...It's going to be a hard and long road for her, but she's recovering great!
well i'm going to bed , i'll see hopefully some of ya'll tomorrow!
well here's the real update...Lauren , my friend who was in that accident is getting better...It's going to be a hard and long road for her, but she's recovering great!
well i'm going to bed , i'll see hopefully some of ya'll tomorrow!
Saturday, December 11, 2004
lalala
So whats up ya'll? n2m on this side of the street. just chillin. Man today wasn't the greatest day, like it was fun, but it was work. Luci called me in today and i made so many freggin cakes, it was horrible. but i got paid for it, so it was ok. yea, then Mychael wants me to hang out after he gets off work at 9: 30 , i'm thinkin no, cus i worked from 11 to 6 30, and i'm pretty tired. yeah, so just thought i'd let ya'll know that. Man idk why, but i'm emotional today.....(I'm in a glass case of emotion!!!!!!) lol. thats seriously how i feel, but i just need to think, well i'll hopefully see ya'll at church tomorrow, and at the concert tomorrow night! lylas
Friday, December 10, 2004
lalala
so lalala, how's it going? Not bad on the home front. Cleaned the church tonight, it was cool , seth, jason, brittany, ashaleelee, ozzy, and rebecca came, it was cool. Then we went to bretts house and watched monty python and the holy grail, and Brett was like, " I dont condone any of the language used in this movie for comedic purposes" It was HILARIOUS, then we went and listened to farts from www.fart.com and it was great, i especially liked the fart symphony. Lets see, what else is new... well that guy that i said of course to about dating, yea not diggin it. lol, if you really wanna know, call me i'll tell ya all about it! lol. so then lets see...Yea, thats been my week. not the greatest, but cant complain too much. Youth Rocked Wed. night, there were alot of new/ old ppl who never come anymore. lol. like katie, and stuff. then it was cool cus young adults stayed, that rocked cus i miss those "old farts" hahaha, and i knwo that some of them read this so i'm gonna give a great big shout out to all the cool ppl i talk to! ( its really only usually josh, but its ok, i still love ya man *biggest fart noise ever*) haha just playin. you rock the socks of a person with big toes...thats not really a compliment i dont think. lol. moving on, where's the next stop? oh there, yea not diggin that. what the heck, man i'm delirous, i'm like whoa....FLYING GUMBY! yes, that guy rocks! oh and susie, i love you and miss you tremendously. And the one time i call you you cant talk! lol. well i'm bout to ditch this popsicle stand, cus lenno's on, and cant miss him! lylas!
You're mother was a Hampster, and your father smelled of elderberries, I fart in your general direction, I blow my nose at you, RUN AWAY, Its just a scratch, but a mere flesh wound, you pansey, you stupid kinniggets, we're the knights that say kneeeeeee, Sir Robin ran away...no I didn't....Sir Robin ran away away, (greatest movie lines from monty python that i can think of at this moment! )
You're mother was a Hampster, and your father smelled of elderberries, I fart in your general direction, I blow my nose at you, RUN AWAY, Its just a scratch, but a mere flesh wound, you pansey, you stupid kinniggets, we're the knights that say kneeeeeee, Sir Robin ran away...no I didn't....Sir Robin ran away away, (greatest movie lines from monty python that i can think of at this moment! )
Friday, December 03, 2004
fluffy nutter!!!!
hahaha I got a teddy bear today and named it fluffy nutter! it's GRAND!!! ok but to more important news...update on lauren...she's doing excellent! I'm going to see her tomorrow , so I'll give you a better update then. DRAMA....ok, so there's this guy in my marketing class who asked me out today, Me, the oblivious one, didnt think he was serious and said of course, so i think he thinks we're going out. and then a guy that i go to weaver with is defenetly crushin on me and i dont know what to do about him, its killin me cus i know he's liked me for like a month and just keep putting it off...whatever works i guess. lol. but yea, why do i keep writing this stupid thing, nobody reads it, and if they do, i'm pretty sure they dont care.. lol. its ok cus i'm gonna do it anyway....
I fart in your general direction!!! (one of the greatest movies eVVVeRRRRR ...katie RRRRRRRRR) hahha LOL i'm so carhazy!!! this is great, i'm just gonna ramble now... katies now bullwinkle! she was like "hey i'm bullwinkle" with her hands as horns and everything! it was great. then i got her good with a slugbug 2 of them actually. Willy's crazy, he just makes funny noises all day. lets see. i have a butt load of cookies from our cookie exchange today. its great. then lets see, i had a GRAND OL' DAY!!! CRIPES!!! (thats another great movie!) alrighty yo....check ya latur!!! I'm out!
I fart in your general direction!!! (one of the greatest movies eVVVeRRRRR ...katie RRRRRRRRR) hahha LOL i'm so carhazy!!! this is great, i'm just gonna ramble now... katies now bullwinkle! she was like "hey i'm bullwinkle" with her hands as horns and everything! it was great. then i got her good with a slugbug 2 of them actually. Willy's crazy, he just makes funny noises all day. lets see. i have a butt load of cookies from our cookie exchange today. its great. then lets see, i had a GRAND OL' DAY!!! CRIPES!!! (thats another great movie!) alrighty yo....check ya latur!!! I'm out!
Thursday, November 25, 2004
HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!
Happy Thanksgiving, I hope everyone had some good turkey, and no vegetable jello (only valid for my family members) haha. well me and pops had a great day,well, what we spent together anyway... we got up and cooked the turkey together, and he taught me all the tricks to making a perfect Thanksgiving feast. I actually cleaned the turkey (ewww) and stuffed it. But it was fun to have some fun cooking w/ my dad. Then I ate for like 15 mins after like 6 1/2 hours of cooking. it was funny cus we could only find a 13lbs turkey at last minute, so we have so much food left over, so if anybody wants any, dont be afraid to ask! lol. we're going to the store tomorrow to get more tupperware for all the leftovers we had today! how sad is that? lol. well anyway, i'm going to go have pie with my popsy bear! love you all and have a great thanksgiving, see ya'll 3 lbs heavier! lol.
Sunday, November 21, 2004
what to say
Well guys, the prayers i guess are working, lauren woke up from her coma, her dad came into cold stone to let me know, when he was there he showed me some pretty gruesome pictures of the accident and the blazer that she flipped in. There had to be a reason why God kept her here because there is no explanation why she lived through that. Though they still arent sure if the internal bleeding will stop. When i went to see her she was in a full body cast and the only part of her body visible was from her eyebrows to the bottom of her lower lip. I was told that it may take at least 6 weeks before she can sit up straight, and about a year before she will be able to walk, but God worked miracles, and i'm sure that he will work them with the recovery also. She's able to recall some of the accident, and up until the paramedics got there. The guy who was driving is doing ok, he's out of the hospital, but the kid in the passenger seat has a broken neck, and should be released some time this week. The driver said that as he was trying to get the blazer off of lauren, that she called him her hero, and that he was going to save her life. crazy to hear somthing from somone who you put in that position. but anyway. thank you anyone and everyone who has prayed for her and please continue to pray. I love you all. And never forget that God really does work miracles and he does have a purpose for you.
Thursday, November 18, 2004
please pray
Hey guys, I know this might be asking alot of some people, but i know that this will come through... please pray for my friend lauren...
Lauren is a 17 year old girl who was in a car accident this past weekend. She was sitting in the backseat of a Blazer when they hit a curve going too fast, and the blazer flipped at least 3 times. Lauren was thrown from the blazer and was hanging out the window while it was flipping, she is alive, after recessitating her a few times at the accident and once at the hospital. She has broken all of her ribs, both arms, her kidney was smashed and her liver is no longer functioning properly. She has brain contusions, a broken jaw, nose, and cracked her skull. When the Blazer finally landed, Lauren was completly out of the blazer and it was resting on her arm. She's still in very critical condition, and all i'm asking is for prayer, for her, and her family, and friends. Pray for anything, but mostly comfort for her, and all the ones close to her who have to see her like this. Thank you so much, and i'll keep you updated on how she's doing.
Lauren is a 17 year old girl who was in a car accident this past weekend. She was sitting in the backseat of a Blazer when they hit a curve going too fast, and the blazer flipped at least 3 times. Lauren was thrown from the blazer and was hanging out the window while it was flipping, she is alive, after recessitating her a few times at the accident and once at the hospital. She has broken all of her ribs, both arms, her kidney was smashed and her liver is no longer functioning properly. She has brain contusions, a broken jaw, nose, and cracked her skull. When the Blazer finally landed, Lauren was completly out of the blazer and it was resting on her arm. She's still in very critical condition, and all i'm asking is for prayer, for her, and her family, and friends. Pray for anything, but mostly comfort for her, and all the ones close to her who have to see her like this. Thank you so much, and i'll keep you updated on how she's doing.
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!
This is all for Brett and Carrie, mostly carrie cus it affects her more, but congratulations you two! you guys make great parents and to be blessed with another child is the best thing in the world! I love you both and you guys know that you're the BEST!
Saturday, November 06, 2004
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Decipleship
well today's youth topic rocked the socks this week, it was so cool to talk about the real world things that actually happen, and then find out that you're not the only one struggling with these petty little things that are boulders in our walk with God. It's just awesome to know that we have such a great place where we can openly talk and share our feelings without being judged on our convictions or our problems. its still discouraging sometimes to know that we have such a strong youth group, yet none of us actually "know" eachother, except for the select few. I think that's all going to change soon though with the homework that Brett gave to us, and the fact that we almost have to get close because the small group situation, you cant just sit there and not be noticed, i mean, even andrew talks, i thought he was almost mute...sorry, you're just so quiet sometimes.... but its that people are interacting, and actually getting what youth is supposed to be about. I love what some people shared tonight, and i wish that we could always open up like that, and not take a specific night for it to come out. but its improvement none the less. I love you guys and anyone who has seen anyone in our youth can't deny that he is working wonders in all of our lives. and nothing in the end will go unnoticed by God.
Saturday, October 30, 2004
Life's your canvass, you have one pallat...pick a color. make sure that it represents you, and not what anyone else wants, its not art unless it comes from you're heart. otherwise picaso would have been some crazy guy who made a mess, not a masterpiece. he was still crazy , dont get me wrong, but he felt his work, he didnt try to please anyone, just himself.
in Zacks words....Like a fat girl in a dodge ball game...i'm out!
in Zacks words....Like a fat girl in a dodge ball game...i'm out!
Monday, October 25, 2004
so...i despise mrs. murphy....ok, i'm in culinary arts lab, well she said she'd excuse labs if we were absent, well she never excused mine, and now on my report card i got a B!!! what is that? its a cp class and i cant even pull an A. if she had excused it, i would have a 96 instead of a freggin 91 ! that makes me soooooooooooooooooooooo mad. but w/e, she's a turtle and i dont like her. but i'm jsut gonna go on my merry lil way and do my crap and give her a bigger reason to not like me. kill her with kindness. thats really mean, i really wont, but i will be nice. i'm just frustrated...how in the world did i get a B in CP CULINARY ARTS?! jeez i hate north carolina grading systems, otherwise i would have a freggin A!!! w/e. i'm out
Saturday, October 23, 2004
YAY!!!!!!!!
Congrats to Vic and Amy! You guys deserve this so much! i'm so happy for you!
Children in a Family are like flowers in a bouquet: there's always one determined to face in an opposite direction from the way the arranger desires.
Marcelene Cox
The Family is one of nature's masterpieces.
George Santayana
Children in a Family are like flowers in a bouquet: there's always one determined to face in an opposite direction from the way the arranger desires.
Marcelene Cox
The Family is one of nature's masterpieces.
George Santayana
Thursday, October 21, 2004
ba humbug!
lol! i'm just kiddin, i'm not really in a bad mood, i just watched the movie though! i love the muppets! they rock the socks! whats up with me sayin that lately?! i dunno, its gettin on my nerves though. thats strange. well had an interview yesterday with the new theaters, i think i have a pretty good shot, seein as they're hiring 75 people. but yea. youth rocked last night. i love it at bretts house so much more. it was like people acctually talked, more of britt, becca and me, but still! i love it! i'm glad we'll be there for the rest of 40 days of purpose. i was glad that the new kid robbie came. thats awesome how God will bring people to you, and you just have to be kind to them to make an impression of God's love. it's awesome. but anyway. last night rocked too cus i spent the night at mrs. tere's house and we watched a movie then just hung out and talked and i'm just so glad that i have her in my life right now. she just knows exactly what i'm going through and doesnt let me hide anything. she can see right past me when i'm trying to hide something . it really makes me feel loved and special to someone. yea, then this morning, she drove me to school in the porshe! i was like....oh yea, i'm cool now, you got nothing on me! haha, except i was late, so nobody cool saw me except for mr. denton, and he was like, new wheels.? i was like, most def. haha, it was grand. but yea, thats the moral of my story is that i had a great time with mrs. tere last night! oh yea, susie, if you read this and i dont tell you on the phone, Mrs. Chapman says she loves you bunches and says that you were her favorite student last year! (she really did say that)
well peace love and chicken grease..."I understand that you are handicapped by a natural immaturity, and I forgive you" from the movie Armageddon
well peace love and chicken grease..."I understand that you are handicapped by a natural immaturity, and I forgive you" from the movie Armageddon
Sunday, October 17, 2004
zipadi do da!!!
So...life goes on, you live, love, learn, and then...
what happens after that. What are we supposed to do after we die, i know we "hopefully" will go to heaven and worship God forever, but will we do anything while we're there? just my pondering question for today.
Susie, I'm so proud of you right now. I heard a story today about a medical missionary, and I just thought of you. I was like "wow, that's what my sister IS doing" because with the faith and love you have, you dont have to go to a foreign country to show Christ's love, but you're willingly going to give up almost every luxury, for people you dont even know will let you live. It just makes me have the greatest respect for you. You don't let anything get into you're way. you always put the joy of others before your own. I've never met anyone who can be compared to you. I just want you to know that no distance will make me love you, or care for you less. and i know that it sucks that we cant talk about stuff like we used towe used to be close, but i know that its hard to have such a crazy schedule it makes it difficult to talk about the little stuff that we used to talk about becuase we were connected at the hip. I want to let you know that before I make any crazy decisions though, i'll let you know what's up. Dont think that just cus you're far away that you're suggetions aren't valid. I'll always listen to what you have to say. I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
MUCH! lol
what happens after that. What are we supposed to do after we die, i know we "hopefully" will go to heaven and worship God forever, but will we do anything while we're there? just my pondering question for today.
Susie, I'm so proud of you right now. I heard a story today about a medical missionary, and I just thought of you. I was like "wow, that's what my sister IS doing" because with the faith and love you have, you dont have to go to a foreign country to show Christ's love, but you're willingly going to give up almost every luxury, for people you dont even know will let you live. It just makes me have the greatest respect for you. You don't let anything get into you're way. you always put the joy of others before your own. I've never met anyone who can be compared to you. I just want you to know that no distance will make me love you, or care for you less. and i know that it sucks that we cant talk about stuff like we used towe used to be close, but i know that its hard to have such a crazy schedule it makes it difficult to talk about the little stuff that we used to talk about becuase we were connected at the hip. I want to let you know that before I make any crazy decisions though, i'll let you know what's up. Dont think that just cus you're far away that you're suggetions aren't valid. I'll always listen to what you have to say. I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
MUCH! lol
Friday, October 15, 2004
Love the Lord your God, with all your heart, with all your soul, with all of your mind, and with all your strength...Mark 12:30.
Nothing should come between your relationship with God, because in the end, He's the only one you'll have left, no earthly relationship will last as long as the Love God gave for us. The love that never goes away. Don't trust instints, they fail you, But God CANNOT fail you. It's impossible, he puts us into situations that he knows we can handle, and he gives us the strenght we need to handle them, if we just look to him then all is good.
Thats it for today....maybe tomorrow we can chat.
Nothing should come between your relationship with God, because in the end, He's the only one you'll have left, no earthly relationship will last as long as the Love God gave for us. The love that never goes away. Don't trust instints, they fail you, But God CANNOT fail you. It's impossible, he puts us into situations that he knows we can handle, and he gives us the strenght we need to handle them, if we just look to him then all is good.
Thats it for today....maybe tomorrow we can chat.
Thursday, October 14, 2004
hummmmmmm
So, we were at youth last night and it rocked. like Brett hit every point that's been bugging me. That's really all i have to say about youth, is that it rocked. But yea, I got the purpose driven life book last night and started reading. I think its gonna change alot of lives , including mine! i'm more excited about the 40 days of purpose at first i was more like, why, we're here just to eat sleep and whatever, but now i'm finally getting it! I love it! well thats all for today. LUS YA ALL!!!
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
new slate
ok, well I've completely decided to get rid of all of my grudges towards anyone who may have made me mad, or upset me in anyway. I know that my past blogs have made me look like a complete rebel, (the beer all over me at concerts, me getting mad at the youth group, and to top it all off... a new boyfriend.) but honestly enough, its just a strange mesh of occurances that make me look that way. Just to let anyone ( Susie ) know, that i'm not mad, or sad or upset, i'm just trying to get through life and am too open sometimes about my feelings. I love everyone so much and nothing in the world could change that. NOTHING. If anything, everyone here has made living here so much more enjoyable. I never went to church in Cali, nor did i want to, but here, i'm not dragged to church, i willingly ask for rides and do everything in my power to see you guys as much as i possibly can.
Susie, I know I havent been the best at calling but i'm trying to fix that, just this past month has been extremely stressful, but its all over now that all my things are prioratized, and you my friend, have been placed very near the top! next to God! I love you so much and miss you almost as much!
I love everyone else, and for heavens sake....Don't worry so much about me, I promise I wont let anything bad happen, and I'll be just fine, sometimes I just need time to myself to think things out.
PEACE LOVE AND CHICKEN GREASE......"If toast always lands butter-side down, and cats always land on their feet, what happens if you strap toast on the back of a cat and drop it?" Steven Wright.
Susie, I know I havent been the best at calling but i'm trying to fix that, just this past month has been extremely stressful, but its all over now that all my things are prioratized, and you my friend, have been placed very near the top! next to God! I love you so much and miss you almost as much!
I love everyone else, and for heavens sake....Don't worry so much about me, I promise I wont let anything bad happen, and I'll be just fine, sometimes I just need time to myself to think things out.
PEACE LOVE AND CHICKEN GREASE......"If toast always lands butter-side down, and cats always land on their feet, what happens if you strap toast on the back of a cat and drop it?" Steven Wright.
small quote
"you know Marge, roads are just a suggestion....like pants" thats my blog for the day, Like a fat girl in a dodge ball game....i'm out! smootches
Monday, October 11, 2004
Wendy's
So, waht you guys say we make a midnight run to wendy's. I'm hungry, so i'm thinkin its a good idea. well not much more to write except. um,. yea, thats about it.well, i'm kinda mad at someone, but wahts new. he knows who he is, cus i just stopped talking to him today! haha. what is it with people wanting to get revenge?! why dont you just tell me what you freggin want to say and say it, not be like "oh the wind told me" what is that. idk, thats part of the imiturity that bothers the poop outa me! thats my post for today. ttyl
Saturday, October 09, 2004
My Appology
I'm so sorry for my last post. I know that it was completely out of line and am realizing why God put me into this situation. And mostly I think it's for patience. I know that I had no right to say the things I said, nor do I want to hurt anyone's feelings. I've thought about it alot since Wed. and I've decided to put other things off and just focus on what needs to be done in my life, and those things right now are 1. God 2. Friendships 3. Loyalty 4. Love 5. Patience. Not exactly in that order, except for number one. I just really want to appologize for doing what I've done. Susie, you really helped me realize all of this. Thank you! I love you so much, and sometimes I want to blame you for leaving, but you're gone for a good purpose and I'm so proud of you. Well I'm gonna go get ready for my dinner and a movie, I'll see you all on Sunday.
Thursday, October 07, 2004
so
yea, today, everyone got on my nerves. apparently everyone isnt captain obvious and cant see that when people are talking, you should shut your face and listen. TAKE notes, not PASS notes. Jeez, i 'm kinda glad i'm failing out of school this year, cus i hate stupid people. i think thats why i loved wesney's class so much, everyone just kept their mouth shut and did what they were supposed to do. i guess its cus how i was raised to be mature. and it bothers me that people cant even have the common sense to listen when someones talking. or when people who dont know what they're doing, try and tell me what to do , when i know whats going on. i really wanna say what the boy from PAY IT FORWARD said, he said is the world just "poop" (edited for content) but honestly, that's how i feel. i'm so frustrated with people that i just wanna cry, honestly thats how much people bother me. Carrie and Brett said something that kinda hit me though, if i dont like it, why dont i change it. and i would, but i dont wanna be the enemy. and with the people that i'm not that close with, i know i would become the horrible person who told them how to live their lives. maybe thats not what they would say but i would probly say the same thing if i was in their position with me sayin that to them. I told carrie that i was going to go to a friends youth group next week and i thought she was going to rip my head off, and i told her how i felt, and i feel bad, but what else am i supposed to do? if anyone has any suggestions, please tell me. because right now i'm torn. If i leave, i leave everything that i know in north carolina, if i stay, i lose everything i've gained here. I'm gonna leave with that. and if i end up hurting someone, i'm sorry, i dont mean to.
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
hummm
Well My sis found out that I have a boyfriend now...uh oh. and she's making me tell everyone before she does. Its scary, i'm afraid of Tere slapping me on the back of the head. Hard. and i just found out that brett knows now, uh oh. i love you...dont hurt me... I'm grounded....i'll just go to my room now. lol j/k. I will be when my dad finds out i'm going out with him. he doesnt want me to date...i think. But its okay cus i really want to bring him to church, but i dont think that will happen cus he's into his church and youth group. so its ok. But yea, I went to the Everyday Sunday concert with Katie on sunday and oh my gosh! it ROCKED THE SOCKS. Me and katie were nerds and jumped up and down the WHOLE time. we were like the cool punk kids, only not. and on Saturday, me and (no name yet) went to zonefest! it rocked. until someone spilled beer on me. but its ok cus we were leaving at that point anyway. but yea, my whole, i'll get cool pics didnt exactly work out, seeing as i forgot my camera. but its all gravy. well gonna go to bed since i have two hours of make-up time in the morning. YAY 6 30 i get to sit in the office! SCORE! NOT. well have a fine feathered day my fine feathered friends
Saturday, October 02, 2004
Coolio
well today was pretty cool i guess. went to zonefest and it rocked, well for what i saw of it. i got there at 1, it started at 11 30. then i had to leave at 3 30. but i ended up seein Avion, pat mcgee ban, toby lightman, and some of sister hazel. i left in the middle of their show. but i did see josh and contemplated throwing a hot dog at his head. but then i didnt cus some jerk spilled a beer all over me. like head to toe covered in beer . i cried for like an hour. but then i went to work and probly am going to get fired tomorrow, but its ok cus i'm freggin tired of that STUPID place. but my boyfriend came to see me tonight so it was ok. well not much more to say except that i'm happy to go to church tomorrow. i've been waitin for this day for 2 weeks! yay! and Everyday Sunday is gonna rock tomorrow. plus the fact that Kids in the way are supposed to open for them! ROCK ON. i'll try to get some good pics to post on here for tomorrow. well gonna get going.
Friday, October 01, 2004
sympathy page
this is all for MALIHA! i love you more than katie...ok i love you gals both the same. but mal, you'll always have a special place in my heart . and ps...welcome to the quicky mart! this candy store is closed! great times great times. i miss those tournaments! we so gotta watch shrek 2, and you could be my donkey, and i'll be the ogre and sprout lil white heads when left out in the sun too long. look at that, what is that, its hideous! (david) hahahahahah that was a great day! dude, girl you rock the socks! and shoes, or slippers! hahaha . well now you cant say i love katie more than you! hahaha. luv you bunches...smootches!
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