lots of updates

So . . . Lots of interesting things have happened. Where to begin. Well, Chris came home for Christmas. That has to be the greatest present I could have ever asked for. Even though he surprised me when I told him not to. Go figure. . . :) but lets see. . . The wedding date has changed once more to the final date. . . JUNE 4, 2011. About six months before the last one. . . Few reasons for it. . . 1, I didnt really want a winter weather. 2. why should we have to wait that long. . .  We kind of used Chris' leave to judge if we could do it. . . ya know, with him being gone for over a year and us growing apart and such, but we realized that we havent really grown apart at all... and that all of that was just going on in our head (moreso his than mine) I've wanted to get married since like, last January . . . :) hahhahahahaha. but yea. That's probably the biggest thing that has happened, or at least the most note worthy. My car died. Like dead dead. I get a newish one in about 2 weeks. its a Plymoth, not m dream car, but the price is right, and I need a car . . . so its what I'm getting. Life has thrown a lot of curveballs in the past month, and most of them I have yet to process. January and February always seem to be very self destructive months for me. . . and hopefully I can make it through Feb without and serious damage to myself or my life. Ha. But other than those things, life has just been filled with work. lots and lots of work.