Thursday, September 16, 2004

this is for mr. TOO GOOD...my ex

so mr. too good, this is how i feel about you now... and ya know what, i'm over it. I'm glad you thought i'd follow you where ever, but the truth is, i wont. i'm not gonna let you walk all over me and its not gonna happen. And i know your reading this, and i'd dont feel too sorry. in your words... "I hope you have a nice life too"

in the words of Avril Lavigne....
Lets talk this over
Its not like we're dead
was it something i did
was it something you sad
dont leave me hangin
in a city so dead
caught up so high
on such a breakable thread

You were all the things i thought i new
and i thought we could be
you were everything,everything that i wanted
we were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it
and all of the memories so close to me just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending

you've got your dumb friends
i know what they say
they tell you i'm difficult
but so are they
but they don't know me
do the even know you?
all that they talk about
all the stuff that you do

you were all the things i thought i knew
and i thought we could be

Its nice to know you were there
thanks for actin like you cared
and makin me feel like i was the only one
its nice to know we had it all
thanks for watchin as i fall
and makin me feel we were done

You were everything everything that i wanted
we were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it
all the memories so close to me just fade away
all this time you were pretendin
so much for my happy ending.

I know its corny, but i dont care anymore, i'm glad that i got to experience a good year and a half with you and that I thought i loved you, now i can say, that i never have loved, just lost. and life goes on with or without you. thank you for teaching me one of the hardest lessions i've ever had to learn, but i'm glad that it happened now, and not later. so as you said to me "have a nice life" i pray you do the same , and i hope that you get everything you've ever wanted out of life and you're new girlfriend.

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