Your Birthdate: April 15

With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene. The 1 and 5 equaling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent parent or teacher. You are very responsible and capable. This is an attractive and an attracting influence. You like harmony in your environment and strive to maintain it. You tend to learn by observation rather than study and research. You may like to cook, but you probably don't follow recipes. This number shows artistic leanings and would certainly support an talents that may be otherwise in your makeup. You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in ways.

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okay, one day left, then off to see my mom! yay, i'm gone for an entire month, hopefully i have lots of time to think and reflect on how i feel, because there are so many emotions i'm feeling right now that i cant even comprehend how to deal with them, a lot of what i'm feeling is narrowing down to two situations, church and work. Its hard to deal with those two right now, but work is becoming easier with each passing day. church is getting harder with each passing day. But by the end of the trip, i'll know. I'll know how i feel, and the actions i'm going to take, it might be a long transition of pain, but it's going to be in God's hands, thats the only thing that can be said, Susie has helped me a lot with this decision, and won't know the final result until it's final, but i'll try to keep ya'll updated. I wish i could say more about it, but i can't for personal reasons. you guys should understand. i say you guys as in brett and susie. haha. okay, well i'm going to go finish packing, and getting ready for nevada. love you guys!

Okay, so today's payday and i go in and cash my check, i only pull out less than half my pay check, and save the rest, good right? okay, well 2 hours later, i'm out of money and complaining that i've spent all of it. I'm a horrible person to take to the store, because all i want to do is spend my money. of course, i go to the dvd section, and see what kind of useless movies are for sale, and buy the two that everyone would over look, but i think its cool, i bought Twister, and Charlottes Web, two of my favorite movie's , then i go and get 2 hand bags that arent needed, hair ties, toe rings, 2 bathing suit bottoms,and a volley ball, all things that if used, will not be seen very often, except the volley ball. Then we go to target, (my favorite store in the world) and i preceed to buy another pair of sunglasses, another pair of sandals, a mouse pad, stickers, a wierd clock, and more hair ribbon ties. then drive to AC more, onther one of my favorite stores, where i buy more useless stuff, sharpe's (they had cool colors) stickers, more stickers, more hair ties, a crochet needle, ribbon, and other useless stuff. haha, I'm a dork, nothing i bought is conventional, but worth the fun of finding useless stuff to spend my hard earned money on. that was my day, oh, and i saw some of my favorite people, Chanel, Kelly I, Nichole, steve, and of course my partner in good, (we're superhero's, so we're not partners in crime) Brian. YAY, that was my day, great fun of sleeping, eating, and shopping, my three FAVORITE things to do!

Oh yea, check out my favorite Band's music, its "The Everglow" by Mae, thanks to Brian for introducing me to them!

okay, so yesterday, it hurt, i basically cleaned out a year and half of savings in one nice swoop, i had to pay for plane tickets yesterday, and go shopping, it was HORRIBLE i walked out of the bank with a sick feeling in my stomache. but it went away as soon as i started shopping. haha. but i bought really cute clothes, and had a day to myself to think... wait, i didnt do that, haha, i just went shopping and got my nails done, and just hung out with myself, it was beautiful. okay, well i guess i could go to church, even though its only 9:42, and i'm ready, and church doesnt start for another hour. haha, and i only got 4 hours of sleep, but i'm hyper, so it's all good. okay, i'm out, love ya'll

okay, so a lil dilemma, i dont know what to do... not really, i'm not in a dilemma at all, i just needed a good catchy line. are you strong enough to be my man? haha, i'm listening to sheryl crow, i love her! its like all the old school songs she used to sing. I'm bored, just sittin in susies room looking at all the poems i've written, and how pathetic most of them are. haha. how sad is this 9 pm on a friday night, and what am i doing? ... writing a blog to no one because no one but susie ever reads this. haha. okay, i'm gonna call people and see if they wanna hang out. love you all! ps... 35 days till i'm a senior.

man, i'm tired, i dont know why, but lately all i wanna do is sleep. Not much going on, just had a pool party for youth, for Jason's birthday, too bad katie and rebecca, and ozzy, and andrew are the only people who talk to me, i always say i dont really care, but in all honesty, i really do. But nothing i can do about it. I kinda wish the people i invited to come tonight had come, but its okay, life goes on.... whoa how the life goes on... sorry, got distracted. Well i think thats it for tonight, i'll post later, and all that nice stuff!

i promised you i'd never give up, if it makes you happy, it can't be that bad, if it makes you happy, then why are you so sad? ~Sheryl Crow

Good past few days, i missed being at cfc this week, but katie and i went to lexington to Mt. Olevit church, which is where one of the groups from ccc was from, so we got to see all those people, except, katie was allergic to something and we had to leave 10 mins into service, but it was still fun seeing all those people again.
I cant wait to go to nevada, its gonna be great fun, i leave july 27, and come back august 8. Its gonna be sooooo much fun, basically, I REALLY wanna show katie what reno is all about. I've been talking to my mom, and she's got some really cool stuff she said we could do, one day i know we're gonna go up to pyramid lake and go jet skiing, since katie's only been on one in her life. and show her the lake, like the pyramids in the middle, and the coves and stuff, since i haven't been there in SOOO long, its gonna be nice to get in the cold water. Then one day we're gonna go up to Twin Bridges, its a big waterfall up by Lake Tahoe, and climb the 5 miles to the top.... btw, i've made it so close to the top, but never to the top. but its so cool, cus it's all granite rock to the top. and then we're gonna go to Lake Tahoe, and show her how pretty it is, and how its cleaner than your bath water, its awesome, and then we're gonna go to Hot August Nights, which is a big festival that reno has every first week of august, where hot rodder's from all around the country come to display their cars, and no car there is from 1960 or past, and at night, they all drive right through downtown where they close the streets for them, and everyone is dressed in 50's stuff, the entire town goes crazy, its so awesome, me and katie are even making poodle skirts! then lets see, we're gonna just hang out at the lake, and around town, i'm hoping i'm gonna see a few of my friends, like nancy , megan, chelsey, josh, and kim, but who knows, well i'm out for the day, just thought i'd share what i'm REALLY excited about!

my favorite thing from the long day in the hospital, it was a sign as you were walking in, and it just makes me smile!

Aaralyn Grace, born 07/06/05, at 8:56 pm, weighed 8lbs and was 20 1/2 inches long

okay, so yesterday morning, i get woken up with... "its time" me.."time for what?" ...."what do people normally say its time for?" me.."I dont know, what time is it (getting grumpy)" "okay, well i'm going to the store for flowers and a teddy bear" "AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Carrie and Brett... BABY!" hahaha, the other voice was my sister telling me that carrie went into labor! I was sooo excited, yet i didnt get to shower or anything. so i got to hang out at the hospital with miss samantha, brett, and carrie's family, and miss tere, while we waited for carrie to give birth. well by 6 30 nothing had happened, so Q and I decided that nothing would, and we went to youth, and never got a phone call, and so as i'm leaving youth, to go back to the hospital, i call amy, see how she's doing, and i call 4 minutes too late, carrie had Aaralyn Grace, at 8:56 pm on 07/06/05 she weighed 8 lbs and was 20 1/2 inches long, she's a beautiful baby girl, and i'm so happy for Carrie and Brett, they did an awesome job! YAY, its baby time!

okay, so good or the bad first? the good? sounds good to me! okay, so it was fourth of july, and i got to sleep in till 12: 25, i saw brian today, which he made me smile! and i saw chanel, and me and jason wore matching shirts today! um okay, on to the bad.... dun dun dun.....
I didnt get enough sleep, i was still tired as no other, i didnt get dinner till 12 40 am, and it took 10 mins in the drive thru at wendy's, it was july 4, meaning , everyone and their mom gets ice cream before the fireworks, which steve didnt think would happen, but i knew it would because i worked last year, and no one would listen to me, but we made more money tonight, than we did last night! it was horrible, and i only had 4 people and myself, but then 2 of them left, leaving susan closing backroom, will closing line, and me doing money and lobby, and floors in all three, because i'm cool like that and can close like a beast! haha. i'm so tired though, betsy, our floor machine... (no offense to anyone named betsy, thats just what her name is) is heavy, because she's broken, and so as i pushed the thing, water was leaking everywhere, and i had to take a rag and do it by hand.... eeeek, it was grosse, but then its all good because we were outa there at 12:25, and thats good, cus sometimes with even more closer's , it takes a lot longer! then i mentioned something about hanging out with brian after close, but because it was so late, nothing could be done, so no coffee for kristy tonight, and i'm really tired and grumpy, but its okay, and carrie still hasn't popped out a baby yet!

okay, end vent.
hope everyone has a wonderful night, or whats left of it! love you guys! happy 4 of july

hey there, i know, its hard to feel like i dont care at all,where you are and how you feel with these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on, slow things down, or speed them up. Not enough, or way too much. how are you wheni 'm gone?
you know you do you kill me well, you like it too and i can tell, you never stop until, my final breath is gone, so cut my wrists and black my eyes, so i can fall asleep tonight, or die. Spare me just three last words, " I love you is all she heard, i'll wait for you, but i can't wait forever. and i cant make it on my own, because my heart is in ohio, so cut my wrists and black my eyes so i can fall asleep tonight, or die, because you kill me.

sorry about ragging on people in my last post, but i'm tired of it. i was looking at pictures this morning, and its so weird to see how much everyone's changed, like i remember in 9th grade, i had SHORT blonde hair, and was skinny, and then like susie, used to be blonde, and like, just all my friends who've changed sooooo much, its so weird, but cool in a way i guess, well now that i've remenissed, i'm going to go get my hair cut, i'll see ya'll later

hey there, i know, its hard to feel like i dont care at all,where you are and how you feel with these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on, slow things down, or speed them up. Not enough, or way too much. how are you wheni 'm gone?
you know you do you kill me well, you like it too and i can tell, you never stop until, my final breath is gone, so cut my wrists and black my eyes, so i can fall asleep tonight, or die. Spare me just three last words, " I love you is all she heard, i'll wait for you, but i can't wait forever. and i cant make it on my own, because my heart is in ohio, so cut my wrists and black my eyes so i can fall asleep tonight, or die, because you kill me.

sorry about ragging on people in my last post, but i'm tired of it. i was looking at pictures this morning, and its so weird to see how much everyone's changed, like i remember in 9th grade, i had SHORT blonde hair, and was skinny, and then like susie, used to be blonde, and like, just all my friends who've changed sooooo much, its so weird, but cool in a way i guess, well now that i've remenissed, i'm going to go get my hair cut, i'll see ya'll later